A frightening journey toward spirituality

I am going to talk about something more unique: what astrology and personal development should have in common, to the detriment of the vast personal development industry; in recent years, astrology has gained a well-deserved reputation, it seems that societies or, at least some of them, have a kind of spiritual awakening, a “spiritual awakening,” more and more gifted children are born in the direction of suspicion but also in other directions of the extrasensory senses, which indicate a change in people’s consciousness and the fact that “human nature” makes a curve towards communion with nature, with its essential spirit, can be forgotten.

I will also talk about my first more revealing experience with astrology, dealing with the Romanian revolutionary leader Victor Lupșa’s cause of death from an astrology perspective.

Through astrology, you can find answers to the cause of someone’s death and to many questions of life: birth, career, health, etc. —the word “karma” or destiny.

This event is a transformative life-and-death event that changed my life 180 degrees and opened a new path, and to be honest, it is not for fainted hearts.

Enjoy!

Just two years ago, when the current president of Romania entered the election race along with a very weak candidate, trying to kill out the boredom, I remembered the field of astrology and, especially, the fact that through astrology, you can make some personal profiles, which could establish the qualities and defects of someone and other unique traits and that in this way it is possible to establish even what chances a candidate has to succeed in the electoral race.

So, I set out to profile the two candidates, although I needed to figure out what I was doing then. In the enthusiasm that characterizes me, I shared with a client from that time that the chances of the “underdog” in the election race seemed unusually high.

The client laughed, but the next day, seeing me so sure of my prediction, exacerbated by the fact that I was willing to bet a sum on the underdog, he, in turn, rushed into this too, so – we both lost. However, the turnout could have been higher; it did not justify a faulty astrological analysis.

I had discovered what had been wrong in the astrological analysis but not in time, and I had nothing to do; I had only managed to convince my client not to supplement with an even more significant amount, intoxicated by the possibility of a quick gain with apparent risk zero.

Time passed, and I started shyly to learn what was the matter with the ascendant; I would understand that the zodiac sign did not matter.

I was eager for the information that appeared to me as a Holy Grail, more jokingly and seriously, because several people, relatives and friends, had conflicting opinions. However, they seemed interested in the subject.

Sometimes, I was harshly attacked by the idea that there could be no way to predict the future, and the idea that there was no free will frightened many.

I was going to discover with amazement how specific individual characteristics, sensibilities, and other issues they describe are in the form of planetary symbols on the celestial map.

Then I began to discover new things, such as the combination of planets that foretells that the mother of an individual will at some point have a terminal illness or cancer, analyzing the son’s astrology chart, which I had not learned anywhere.

Moreover, I put this observation into practice, asking various people who presented this planetary position, and one of them, about whom I did not know much, only the name.

What it deals with, and the client was shocked; he blushed, turned white, got all the colors, got up, and left suddenly. His face was horrified as if he had taken part in something unclean, a real magic trick, or something unimaginable.

Over time, I noticed that the people around me were beginning to open up, probably encouraged by my frankness and openness and the apparent interest with which I analyzed them, sometimes better, sometimes worse, because I still had much to learn.

It was starting to be group cohesion; the people felt at ease with it, and I realized something fundamental that this thing is also a kind of therapy; in fact, some individuals analyzed much later would confess this to me in the end, it was a good thing, I felt fulfilled even though I had only scratched a little on the surface the field of astrology.

The increased interest from people determined me to realize, as far as I knew at the time, anyone who wants an astrology chart interpretation, even very often, being in the park with my two-year-old daughter and talking to other parents who strictly guarded their offspring, I broke the monotony when I spoke to them about astrology, asking what ascendancy their children have, to justify a specific behavior of the little ones.

Since I have known myself, I have been interested in human behavior, general psychology, and patterns.

Unfortunately, this statistical science, unfortunately unjustly placed in the category of pseudoscience, would give me precise explanations of both behaviors, individually and collectively, as I would discover later.

After a climax and a turning point in this seemingly incredible adventure, I was going to find out that astrologers work side-by-side with criminal investigators in the West, both to establish profiles of criminals and to establish clues that lead, for example, to finding missing persons. , etc.

But I had already realized the potential of this science. I wanted to deepen my studies, but gradually, I eventually spent almost ten years of my life studying books in the toxic personal development industry from cover to cover; I learned them all.

It’s okay to be positive, but not everyone can maintain this mental state at any time, let alone make certain decisions at the right time.

I was going to discover through astrology that timing is the solution, how to synchronize, opportunities are not everywhere, for example, and not always have the correct availability or mindset to start a project, a business and even look for a job and succeed and if you don’t look in the right direction, you might get hurt or even get sick.

You can struggle in the same pattern for years on end, and if you can’t analyze yourself, go in the forward direction.

Suppose you are a man like me, and results are expected from you, gathering frustrations. In that case, you people told you that you must insist, you have a tight throat of emotion because maybe it’s the tenth time you try the same thing, anxious not to struggle, at the end in the same puddle because, a thing repeated endlessly waiting for different results is crazy, not- and so?

Unfortunately, this teaches us mainly about personal development, and this way of development is toxic.

Some books are beyond personal growth, such as sales psychology; we are not discussing them here. I’m not saying you shouldn’t read them, but you should refer to them, as the English say, “with a grain of salt,” not unthinkingly.

So what to do?

How to detach yourself? How can you exercise introspection in the most profound way to get to know yourself deeply?

Not all of us are the most reflective, meditative beings, and then comes astrology, as a means of self-knowledge, astrology, and its disciples; let’s say that astrology is a means of divination. Still, it is another discussion for another time.

Long after I began to delve deeper, I kept asking myself: why would people be interested in such predictions beyond the astrological portrait? Why would people want to know what will happen in 1-2 years or more? Far into the future?

Like a good professional, a former schoolmate asked me quickly: “Tell me when I will die!” This, a question to which, however, how difficult it was for me to answer, still haunts me today to find the answer most deeply.

I concluded that people like preparation when the time comes, except those who have various emotional problems: anxiety, etc. or mental illness, etc., who react differently to other people, and who hardly digest “this future prediction.”

Still, I noticed that I have to be more patient; again, people whose ascendant is in an earth sign, Taurus, Virgo, or Capricorn, hardly accept some things, somehow feeling that the earth is shaking under their feet.

In the beginning, it happened after I had that click, that “Evrika,” after a profoundly revealing experience and which suggested to me, beyond the solemnity and horror of the moment, that I have to go deeper because I quote: “here it is not like at Neti Sandu show” as I suggest to my colleagues when they are mocking me about the astrology, and I will tell you what happened to me in May 2021.

I was still talking to a virtual female friend, from time to time, on financial issues, it got to the point where I made astrology charts for her and her family and the woman considered that she had to reward me for the time spent, which intimidated me because I knew her in real life and I hesitated a bit, which determined her to put me to the test, a challenging test that bothered me at the end: she asked me “can you see how someone died?”

The question didn’t shock me because I had already tried this job on several big theater stars. I looked into the astrology charts of Tamara Bucuceanu-Botez, Toma Caragiu, Stella Popescu, and Draga Olteanu-Matei. Still, in an hour’s absence, it becomes as precise as possible, somehow, an almost impossible mission.

But I established it based on a series of questions; I didn’t know who it was, only the date of birth and death.

After I convinced myself that the chart was as accurate as possible or comparable to reality, the first thought that came to my mind, seeing the eighth house and the transits that “triggered” it, was “skin cancer” or, at least, something the skin disease that brought her the end.

I ask her; the lady says: “I tell you?” I said: “no, no” and I take another look.

Then I notice that Mars was also involved, having an “evil” degree that suggests profound transformation and sometimes murder; then I see that Mars is affected by Mercury in transit, so we have Mars – Killing/firearm and Mercury – communication/order and the transit of Mercury takes place in the sign of Sagittarius and Sagittarius belongs to “foreignness” and conclude, then: “execution squad.”

The woman was shocked; she typed: “If out of so many possibilities…” I told her that the mind of the man was affected, which was confirmed: she had told me how, before the execution, her grandfather had started beating the fields, saying that in heaven, he would marry his sister because, while he was gone, his wife continued her life with another man.

He told me that he was sitting with the transcripts in front of him, and the only thing I could tell that she didn’t know was that her grandpa died from a chest wound from proximity. It was a solemn moment; somehow, I had transposed myself into the man’s story.

I had seen myself in a forest, right at its edge, from where I could see from a tower as many kilometers away.

There had been a price of about half an hour in the skin of the man who had fought against the “Soviet” system, whose oppressed family and who had hoped that the Americans would come to save him, but they did not.

While he was hiding in the woods around Brașov, maybe in the future, I will make another episode with the hero’s astrology chart in detail on the Morraevo channel.

So, in this case, that led me to take astrology much more seriously; the motivation to receive such interpretations, beyond death, let’s say, can also be transformational, of accepting a loss, of remembrance or commemoration, of healing some wounds by better understanding some people who are no longer among us.

Sometimes, we have to come to terms with the fact that both birth and death are part of people’s lives.

I wish you a good night, and don’t forget, no matter how dark a situation is, when the light at the end of the tunnel is not visible, don’t forget hope dies last!

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Disclaimer:

All the information provided above is a complex analysis of the impact of transiting planets on the energy of an event, so any discrepancy in terms of the birth of that event could cause inaccurate predictions of events.